Happy Birthday!
To all those wonderful people I know with September birthdays!
May these balloons of happy birthday find you from afar!
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To my two adorable neices
who live far away in Albania!
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To my wonderful sister Kelly
who also lives far away in Oregon
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To my awesome stepson Westley
currently in Washington State
(Happy birthday today!!!)
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To my beautiful little cousin Sierra
turning 6
in California
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To (yes myself but I am not far away :) )
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And to my son Joshua
His big 13 in a week
How I wish I could celebrate with him
He is beyond birthdays
eternal
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Ok...stop reading now if you don't want to be depressed....
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Joshua sure loved his birthday
hmmm...enchilada dinner was usually his favorite
His excitement was always contagious
I don't know what he would want this year
I don't know what new interests he would have now.
2 years ago he would have wanted an ocarina
or zelda games, or and electric scooter. :)
He would have grown and changed in these two years
Who would he be today if he was still here?
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September used to be a month we shared
Our birthday month
Now it is bittersweet
I can't celebrate my own birthday without missing him
I have shed many tears this month already without him
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So happy birthday my son in Heaven
If you are aware of what we are doing
I hope you have a big smile knowing how much we love you
knowing how much we will aways celebrate the day you came into our lives
